23:44

Update.. 

Gua tadi pamit mau belajar b.ingg buat persiapan UAS, dan reality-nya -- nyalin PENJASORKES yang PENGENNYA gua kumpulin besok😂 (semoga ga sekedar wacana, amin)

At this time gua lying in bed hoping that tomorrow I'll get up early and finish my homework and lanjut belajar b.ingg💪

Did you know?  That my plans today wasn't just copying PENJAS answers',  but also studying mathematics,  Indonesian languages,  etc. But what I actually did -- copying PENJAS, and it hasn't done yet til now. I feel terrible tbh, bc I can't keep my own promises😭  but I don't wanna blame myself (salah satu ciri orang  salah yang gamau disalahin 101😂 jangan ditiru😂) bc most of the time, I was jusr chatting, talk to random people on Facebook,  make a new statuses, that give nothing to me.😭 why am I like this. I actually realize what did I do, but not gonna lie, that stuff I usually do is comfortable asf, lying in bed, eat chatting. But Lia, it gave you nothing biut tired. 

Lets collect your dreams together,  put it in nampan and let it go. Let it fly in the sky. Prove them that you can fight with yourself.  You're not that weak Lia, I know. Just do what you supposed to do and prove them that they're... 

21:49

Hai, so tonight's the first time I'm writing in a blog.  This blog honestly inspired by friends on Facebook. His name's Jack Mellor (Hi Jack! 😁) so he was posted about how glad he is that he just being woken up by 10, 000 (frickin 10k) viewer s on YouTube and got 750+ subscribers.

And I was like, uh who the f*ck is this guy?  Am I being friends with artist?  Since when buddy?  Ha ha ha. And then I'm lurking on his pages and YEAH he's YouTuber, vlogger, and cute.😊 awh my hearts-

In his bio he wrote his link of his page and I look it up, tadaaaaa beautiful blog of him lmao. Itu isinya kesehariannya dia, dia rangkai semua. Apapun yang bikin dia tertarik ditulis. Meskipun singkat (banget) but dia tetep post. Itu yg bbikin aku "wah, udah lama gue pengen lakuin ini, but I've never got enough time for this stuff" (atau aku-nya aja yg mlz😂) or alesan yg lain kyk "ak juga mau ngeblog ah, tapi tunggu liburan" and I just realized, HELLO LIA PLEASE WAKE UP. YOUR LIFE STORY ITU GAK MULAI DARI NTAR LU LIBURAN, BUT NOW😁 (oiya buat kalian yang wondering kenapa gua agak bipolar, kadang galak kadang alus kyk putri Solo, kadang pake lo-gue, kadang pake aku-saya,  maklumin aja yah  gua mah nulisnya let it flow ajah😂 apa yg ada diotak gua ya tulis aja semua nrocos😂 ntar kalo udah jago gua juga bakalan belajar pake eyd yg baik dan benar kok😂

 INI SAMPE MANA????

Oiya Jake,  Iya gitulah intinya ak juga pengen ngabadiin moment dihidupku lewat blog ini. Melatih aku juga to express and explain people about what I'm feeling😁 biar kaga dipendem mele. Sakit. Okay, dah good night, mau belajar b.ingg dulu, besok UAS SMT 5  soalnya 😂 okay byeeeee. Love you beautiful  creatures . 💗